Monday, February 12, 2018


I knew today would be a stressful workday. The culmination of weeks of calculations is today. But I didn't know it was going to be a shitty day. So much has gone wrong. So much has been my fault. Last night I went to sleep at 3 p.m. and I didn't wake up until 6 a.m. I see my psychiatrist tomorrow. Something has to be done. I'm sleeping so many of my days away. I scheduled myself for bootcamp on Saturday and Sunday but canceled both appointments on Friday. Not much appeals to me except this Murakami book and coffee.