Wednesday, September 13, 2017


I’m so very fucking tired. I don’t know if this is breakdown tired. I want to throw away my new book. I don’t get like this often. But I just want to quit. I had a long budgetary meeting with my boss today. I have a lot of calculations to perform. I took two Klonopins when I got home. Hanh is worried about how many sleeping pills I take. I only took an Ambien and Melatonin. I want to sleep for an unrealistic amount of time but I can’t take that many pills or it will mean the big sleep.